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Apology from a liar

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You hang up.
Again and again and again.
I don't really care,
but you should know I'm lying when I say that.
Because at the end of the day, I am a liar.
And what do liars do? Oh yes, they lie.
I don't love you, I don't care, I'm fine, everything's wonderful.
And the worst of all? A smile.
Because this smile in my face is nothing but a mask.
A mask to hide the tears I shed every night hugging a pillow,
because pillows have healing powers, and if you hold them really tight to you heart,
your heart may heal...LIES,LIES,LIES,LIES,LIES!
I'm not that old but I'm not young enough to believe in magic, unfortunately.
You say my apologies are loosing meaning, that I apologize too much.
Maybe I apologize because I feel guilty.
I said I'd love you forever, no matter what.
But I don't seem to show it in my actions, right?
Because all I do is fight, I fight when I have to and when I don't
I fight when I want and when I don't want to.
I fight when I'm angry, when I'm sad, when I'm frustrated...I fight when I am me.
I FIGHT,FIGHT,FIGHT,FIGHT,FIGHT,FIGHT!
And I regret it with every cell of my body, that's why I apologize.
So just for once take my apologies and tell me that you love me.
Tell me that you'll never let me go.
Because all I want is to be with you forever,
I know I'm a liar, but this time I mean it...
I love you.
There's not much to say, I think everything's there...
I wish he could read it and know how I feel, know what to do...
But he'll have to figure it out himself, if he loves me back as he says he does, then he will. I hope he will.

Anyway, thanks for reading, your comments and faves are really appreciated :hug:
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TheCandleobra's avatar
There are thousands of "He's" and "She's" all lairs. Mostly because
they have to many truths to handle. To many loves to be true.
To love them all must mean to lie. They all at the end of the day, must
be kept. Love must prevail and it's about more than us.

Ernie