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busted.
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guys.
you'll hate me for this.
i'll have to make a new account.
there's a slight chance this one might have been discovered since one of my friends account has and i'm not willing to take that risk.
i'll upload every piece again and i'll send you all a note or something with my new account in case you want to watch me again haha
i hate this D': my fave sand comments and views! everything will disappear.
i want to die right now. this account is like my life. i hate this i hate this i hate this!
i promise to send you my username asap.
love you all, you guys are my life <3
you'll hate me for this.
i'll have to make a new account.
there's a slight chance this one might have been discovered since one of my friends account has and i'm not willing to take that risk.
i'll upload every piece again and i'll send you all a note or something with my new account in case you want to watch me again haha
i hate this D': my fave sand comments and views! everything will disappear.
i want to die right now. this account is like my life. i hate this i hate this i hate this!
i promise to send you my username asap.
love you all, you guys are my life <3
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tattoo and night
3 min read
Yesterday was just epic.
I went out with Cami, Matias, Nicole and Grecia to have lunch at the Irish Pub and then I'd get my tattoo done (infinity symbol, hip) and since Pablo couldn't come and I needed someone older than 18 to say he's my older brother and I have permission for it I asked one of this hippies that travel from Argentina to Peru, Bolivia, Colombia and other parts of South America that I met earlier that day to come with us and say his name is Pablo and all that stuff and he came! It was really funny, very nice guy.
Anyway, I made this big drama because I was scared as hell and then when he finally started drawing it I was like "dude? that's it? this is all it's going to hurt? the dentist is much worse" (I thought I didn't say it, but Matias later told me I said it out loud) Nicole had to go earlier and had a fight with her mom so she couldn't get hers and I'm going with her this Tuesday. I love my tattoo (: <3
But I'm really paranoid about my parents, I'm so scared they'll find out D:
what the hell, I only got one life, right? xD
Then Matias and Cami left and I stayed with Grecia at the Irish and then we went to Wilbert's (the tattoo shop) to ask some questions about how to take care of it until it heals and stuff (I want it to heal already, I'm worried I'll ruin it on p.e. this Tuesday or something, please please heal quickly) and then Grecia took me to Nicole's house where I waited for Herless because I told my mom I was staying at Nicole's and stayed at Herless's (:
It was... AWFUL at first. I just cried and cried and I felt like shit and damn I hated it, he was really mad (I don't want to get into details) but then he calmed down and we watched two movies and talked until 4am and then we fell asleep. Then I woke up at eight and he brought me breakfast to the bed :3 pancakes, berry punch juice and ice cream. And he took me to Nicole's house so my parents could pick me up from there.
Anyway, overall I think yesterday was a great day, and I'm proud I got my tattoo (:
How are you guys doing??
I'm sorry I haven't been writing much lately, I promise I'll try to write something later.
I went out with Cami, Matias, Nicole and Grecia to have lunch at the Irish Pub and then I'd get my tattoo done (infinity symbol, hip) and since Pablo couldn't come and I needed someone older than 18 to say he's my older brother and I have permission for it I asked one of this hippies that travel from Argentina to Peru, Bolivia, Colombia and other parts of South America that I met earlier that day to come with us and say his name is Pablo and all that stuff and he came! It was really funny, very nice guy.
Anyway, I made this big drama because I was scared as hell and then when he finally started drawing it I was like "dude? that's it? this is all it's going to hurt? the dentist is much worse" (I thought I didn't say it, but Matias later told me I said it out loud) Nicole had to go earlier and had a fight with her mom so she couldn't get hers and I'm going with her this Tuesday. I love my tattoo (: <3
But I'm really paranoid about my parents, I'm so scared they'll find out D:
what the hell, I only got one life, right? xD
Then Matias and Cami left and I stayed with Grecia at the Irish and then we went to Wilbert's (the tattoo shop) to ask some questions about how to take care of it until it heals and stuff (I want it to heal already, I'm worried I'll ruin it on p.e. this Tuesday or something, please please heal quickly) and then Grecia took me to Nicole's house where I waited for Herless because I told my mom I was staying at Nicole's and stayed at Herless's (:
It was... AWFUL at first. I just cried and cried and I felt like shit and damn I hated it, he was really mad (I don't want to get into details) but then he calmed down and we watched two movies and talked until 4am and then we fell asleep. Then I woke up at eight and he brought me breakfast to the bed :3 pancakes, berry punch juice and ice cream. And he took me to Nicole's house so my parents could pick me up from there.
Anyway, overall I think yesterday was a great day, and I'm proud I got my tattoo (:
How are you guys doing??
I'm sorry I haven't been writing much lately, I promise I'll try to write something later.
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ohmahgodsonervous
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first:
tomorrow is the big day D:
i'm scared as hell and i'm also happy and nicole wasn't home and she hasn't called back and i'm going to sleep before the nerves kill me but tomorrow we're getting our tattoos. i'm not scared of the pain or regretting it, i'm scared my mom will find out but the chances are really low i suppose. today i went to the tattoo shop were we're going tomorrow and it was closed and now, somehow, the whole fucking school knows which is what i was trying to avoid... but what the hell, it's my tattoo, i don't give a fuck (:
what does scare me is herless, he doesn't mind me getting the tattoo (which is good because... i'm not explaining that) BUT he is kind of mad at me because the guy who is ehh is there a verb for it? well, making the tattoo is well, a guy and the place where i want it is on my hip to the right and i just want it there because my parents won't see it there and i don't care if others see it or not, i want it for myself but well, i don't know if my point came across... he got really stupid a few hours ago and aghh i feel so guilty i should've listened the first time he said it. but i'm going to his house later and we'll watch a movie and talk and everything will be fine (i hope, it better be because i'm risking my life tomorrow for that)
tomorrow, i'm not only getting the tattoo, but i'm also going to stay to sleep at his place. O: chan chan chaaaaaan
yeah, his mom is out of town and i'm telling my parents i'm staying at nicole's and then i'll be back to nicole's house at 9am, it scares me xD
what's wrong with me? if my parents found out i'd definitely be dead, especially if they found about the two things in a day, god, that'd be some drama. but it's worth the risk, it really is. i dream of dreaming besides him (: i swear tomorrow will be the best night <3
anyway, how are you guys doing? haven't heard from... eh... any of you lately... i feel abandoned D:
what's new in your lives? i want to hear from you!! (well, read*)
nicole, i want to take this little space to tell you i'm scared as hell but i know we're not regretting this <3 damn girl, i love you, i'm glad i'm living this with you (:
tomorrow is the big day D:
i'm scared as hell and i'm also happy and nicole wasn't home and she hasn't called back and i'm going to sleep before the nerves kill me but tomorrow we're getting our tattoos. i'm not scared of the pain or regretting it, i'm scared my mom will find out but the chances are really low i suppose. today i went to the tattoo shop were we're going tomorrow and it was closed and now, somehow, the whole fucking school knows which is what i was trying to avoid... but what the hell, it's my tattoo, i don't give a fuck (:
what does scare me is herless, he doesn't mind me getting the tattoo (which is good because... i'm not explaining that) BUT he is kind of mad at me because the guy who is ehh is there a verb for it? well, making the tattoo is well, a guy and the place where i want it is on my hip to the right and i just want it there because my parents won't see it there and i don't care if others see it or not, i want it for myself but well, i don't know if my point came across... he got really stupid a few hours ago and aghh i feel so guilty i should've listened the first time he said it. but i'm going to his house later and we'll watch a movie and talk and everything will be fine (i hope, it better be because i'm risking my life tomorrow for that)
tomorrow, i'm not only getting the tattoo, but i'm also going to stay to sleep at his place. O: chan chan chaaaaaan
yeah, his mom is out of town and i'm telling my parents i'm staying at nicole's and then i'll be back to nicole's house at 9am, it scares me xD
what's wrong with me? if my parents found out i'd definitely be dead, especially if they found about the two things in a day, god, that'd be some drama. but it's worth the risk, it really is. i dream of dreaming besides him (: i swear tomorrow will be the best night <3
anyway, how are you guys doing? haven't heard from... eh... any of you lately... i feel abandoned D:
what's new in your lives? i want to hear from you!! (well, read*)
nicole, i want to take this little space to tell you i'm scared as hell but i know we're not regretting this <3 damn girl, i love you, i'm glad i'm living this with you (:
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
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i'm so tired.
i'm so tired.
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yesterday and today
3 min read
Yesterday
was my first year anniversary with Herless.
We couldn't go out because Waldy (Herless's mother's husband) couldn't give Herless part of the money he owes him back, so I went to Herless's house and let me tell you, he is the sweetest thing.
After watching Narnia (the third one) and half of Hugo's inventions (<-- not sure if that's the right translation, but it's not the one that won the Oscar this year) he left me in his T-shirt and shorts watching Rio (which was great btw) while he made dinner.
After an hour or something he asks me to put the movie on stop and he covers my eyes and takes me to the kitchen, he made spaghetti with some meat and everything was so perfect <3 the only light was a candle and really, when he wants to, he is such a gentleman haha
Then we ate some ice cream and went back to finish watching Rio until my parents came for me.
It was definately one of the best evenings of my life (: he's so sweet.
Today
after very few hours of sleep I woke up to go to school, arrived late and got really stressed because, guess who were talking on break? Herless and Nadine. And she was crying and I didn't know what to do and it was one of those moments where I just want to scream thinking where the fuck is Nicole when I need her (not your fault honey, not your fault xD) and well, I don't know how that will go.
I mean, Herless told me he is just leaving it behind because he's tired of fighting but she seems to feel so damn guilty... Na, hun, you really shouldn't.
Well, school is over and I just wanna take a nap since I can't go to Nicole's because she has to go buy a t-shirt from her uniform and then she's going to the gym and well... I'm so tired D:
I think I'm getting that tattoo.
But it's going to be the infinity symbol instead, I'd rather have the Polish one on my wrist when I graduate.
I still have until Saturady to change my mind, (Cami is trying really hard to stop me haha) but I know I'm not going to regret it if I decide to get it. The only problem would be if my parents found out, oh that would be some drama.
How are you guys doing?
thanks a bunch for the faves, I really appreciate them but I don't think I'll keep answering to each one individually since it's...ok, I'll be honest, it's a pain in the ass sometimes xD I'm too lazy, please forgive me.
was my first year anniversary with Herless.
We couldn't go out because Waldy (Herless's mother's husband) couldn't give Herless part of the money he owes him back, so I went to Herless's house and let me tell you, he is the sweetest thing.
After watching Narnia (the third one) and half of Hugo's inventions (<-- not sure if that's the right translation, but it's not the one that won the Oscar this year) he left me in his T-shirt and shorts watching Rio (which was great btw) while he made dinner.
After an hour or something he asks me to put the movie on stop and he covers my eyes and takes me to the kitchen, he made spaghetti with some meat and everything was so perfect <3 the only light was a candle and really, when he wants to, he is such a gentleman haha
Then we ate some ice cream and went back to finish watching Rio until my parents came for me.
It was definately one of the best evenings of my life (: he's so sweet.
Today
after very few hours of sleep I woke up to go to school, arrived late and got really stressed because, guess who were talking on break? Herless and Nadine. And she was crying and I didn't know what to do and it was one of those moments where I just want to scream thinking where the fuck is Nicole when I need her (not your fault honey, not your fault xD) and well, I don't know how that will go.
I mean, Herless told me he is just leaving it behind because he's tired of fighting but she seems to feel so damn guilty... Na, hun, you really shouldn't.
Well, school is over and I just wanna take a nap since I can't go to Nicole's because she has to go buy a t-shirt from her uniform and then she's going to the gym and well... I'm so tired D:
I think I'm getting that tattoo.
But it's going to be the infinity symbol instead, I'd rather have the Polish one on my wrist when I graduate.
I still have until Saturady to change my mind, (Cami is trying really hard to stop me haha) but I know I'm not going to regret it if I decide to get it. The only problem would be if my parents found out, oh that would be some drama.
How are you guys doing?
thanks a bunch for the faves, I really appreciate them but I don't think I'll keep answering to each one individually since it's...ok, I'll be honest, it's a pain in the ass sometimes xD I'm too lazy, please forgive me.
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