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holding on to broken angels

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i. i never told her this,
but sometimes i feel like she's my broken angel.
she can't see what i see,
she can't see this person who saved me.

ii. my hazel green eyed girl.
not you, please not you,
i can't have any more scars in my life.
unless they're my own.
and that's not going to happen.
i promised.

i. why does she keep falling with me?
why do we keep falling?
isn't there a bottom for us both to hit?
i don't know who's falling faster,
i don't know who's further away,
i never knew a thing about physics.
i just know this is an eternal free fall.
i'm sorry.

iii. i'm sorry i can't save you,
i'm always falling,
you can't hold on to me.
because i'm falling.
quicker.
and i'll drag you down with me.
i wish i could drag you down with me.

iv. i miss you,
but i--- i don't need you anymore.
you should be here with me,
you took your distance,
and left me,
i still love you.
you'll always be my other half.
but you left me when i needed you the most.
i don't think you'd recognize me anymore.
distance hurts.

ii. eyes are the soul's door.
i can see right through yours.
i can feel all your pain.
and i understand it.
i'd move the skies to see you smile.
i'd kill her,
i'd kill anyone.

iii. if you love me,
and i love you,
why are we making things so complicated?
hurt me, just hurt me, 'cause i don't care if you do.

i. i need you.
i don't want to hurt you
or make you feel worse.
you're my angel,
you really are.
i'd be lost without you.
120 and counting.
and i wish i knew how to stop it.

iv. grow up.
you're always running.
face your problems.
embrace your issues.
you can run away from me,
but you can't run away from pain.

iii. i love you.
don't make it 98.
everything will be alright.
i'll always be here for you.
i'll always love you.
forever is the one promise
i promised not to break.

ii. how could someone possibly hurt you?
you're so vulnerable that i feel
like the pieces left from me
could give a more decent fight
than you could ever give.
you're so innocent.
so lovable.
don't make it 2, love, don't make it 2

i. i'd put my life in your hands.
my mind is still missing,
my heart is still thinking,
my fingertips are still feeling.
and i can't handle this.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.

iii. i beg you.
don't let me go.
i don't want to keep falling.
repair my wings.
i believe in you.
guess who you are, love.
i'm sorry.


i needed to let it out.
i feel so broken.
every day is worse than the one before.
she started cutting.
she's doing it again.
he wants to do it again.
and she's missing.

somebody save me.



thanks for reading. <3
critiques and comments are highly appreciated.
i'm sorry for all the nonsense i've been submitting lately.
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cmalik's avatar
your writing reminds me of jay asher's book 13 reasons why. if you ever meed to talk about stuff feel free to send me a message or note